Insomnia

Never bring workloads to bed, that is what you will get..! =) (the title...)

Anyways,
Had fun with a bunch of friends chatting for 2 hours about ridiculous ideas from things like flying to Taiwan for Jimmy Johns to things like Sleeping being a university subject to be taken by all students. That brighten my day (night) up!

Well, its been near the end of the quarter, but the workload just doesn't seem to decrease. Taking 5 major courses is definitely hectic. I have to juggle from one subject to the other, and to try to maintain the overall grades evenly. And of course, I get upset every time I missed my targeted results.Yet, compared to the last few quarters, having an internal goal and a prepared mind definitely is different from flowing through day by day without one.

Knowing that now I have a goal, and by when it should be achieved, that is probably what is driving me now. It's like... time isn't enough to spend! In order to achieve that goal, you have to fulfill this and that, fight the fear, take up challenges, do the undesirables. I am in the stage of learning to handle what I once gave up on. It's not like I did give up on me the first place, but it happens, well, unconsciously and natural. It's just like how you took a wrong path down the maze. You knew you once had a goal, but you lost your direction. You knew you want to be someone, but you had too many choices that you lost what you wanted to pursue. And it takes time to realize you are on the wrong track. And sometimes, worse, you may not even realize you were.

Well, I am on my way getting out of that maze (hopefully). But getting out of one, means going into the other. Let's just hope "al iz Well"... =)

Good night folks..!